Trauma Survivors & Self-Dissolution: Cycle of Abuse

the trauma survivors instinct is toward self dissolution, through drugs/sex/escapism self dissolution is usually self destruction self destruction turns into destruction of those who are included in the self, for example family members. that is how abuse circulates

uncontained self dissolution is self destruction

Self-dissolution itself is not the problem. Unconscious, compulsive, and unintegrated dissolution is.

Very perceptive that is one observation. As someone who has always been a Trainwreck and the queen of self sabotage & self destruction I often view my former heavy drug use as the only logical choice in a world full of hurt ppl. There's noway I could have faced some of those demons sober.

@ayna There is healing to be found through intentionality in this regard

Yes, absolutely

@ayna Psychedelics R fucking fire

@childrencylinder no doubt ... Love it so much