Shroom Tea Trip: Trauma Insight & Dating App Encounter

So I'm going to start by talking about the trip that I had 3 nights ago, so basically for context first, I didn't do shrooms like how people normally do it, which is like eating the actual shroom or doing lemon tequila or doing the shroom tea, I didn't do that for a while, so what I would do is that I would grind the shrooms up and then I would put them in little capsules and then I would eat it like that, so I was doing that for like 2 months and then I got tired of it, but honestly it comes really handy for concerts because it's easier to dose and it's like a little more soft in you, but the thing is, I did a trip 3 nights ago, I did shroom tea, so basically I grinded the shrooms up and then I made some tea, some ginger and lemon honey tea, I put the shrooms in and then I poured the water and then I put a little bit of honey, I drink it, I go take a shower and then when I'm in the bathroom, I start getting hot, like it actually hit it pretty fast and then I take a shower, I have fun in the shower and then when I come into my room, I see that my room is completely like a video game, like all the textures of my room, they were like soft and it looked like a video game, so I was, and I also had music, so I was like dancing to music, I was getting changed and then I lay down in bed and then I see that I have a lot of visuals, like a lot of 3D visuals, they were really, really vivid and I was listening to music, I was enjoying the music and that was pretty much it. Subs by www.zeoranger.co.uk So after listening to music for a while I started going into like a very intense trip I don't know what happened but I was using my phone a lot but before before the intense part came I was using my phone and I think that that actually affected the trip a lot because I then I grabbed my phone and then I opened the app and I was talking to people I was texting people and then I matched with someone on tinder and the person that I matched with on tinder he was really cute to me like he was really really cute like he was my type and then for some reason I felt like he was like very familiar to me at that moment like I feel he was handsome I'm not gonna lie he was handsome he was really cute to me I was texting him and then and then somehow matching with him made my trip go into into into something weird because then after that it became like really intense but at the same time I was thinking about the guy that I matched with and so first I was thinking about him because he felt familiar to me and then I felt like he was my soulmate too I felt like he was my soulmate and then I felt like I was really close to figure out one of the roots of my traumas so I was like getting like little words like little scraps and like little hints to get to it to get to the root of my trauma but I couldn't like form the final conclusion or the final word so I was like just getting like little words but I wasn't able to figure out the final conclusion like I was really close to it like the whole time I feel like I was really really fucking close to it but I just couldn't figure it out so that I feel like I was really close to figure out one of the root of my traumas and then I feel like this guy that I matched with on tinder he was my soulmate and then the third thing is that my whole trip became really intense because I feel guilty about doing drugs and I also feel feel guilty about my family because I've been having like a lot of problems with them and stuff and and yeah I feel guilty but like luckily because I'm because I'm not a beginner at doing this like I've been doing this for a minute I knew how to I knew how to like take myself to an intense trip like I was I changed the music I was trying to dance and then it helped me a lot to get through it but if a trip like this happened the first so I mean sorry so what I mean is if this was my first time tripping I wouldn't do it again ever ever in my life cuz when I went into in the intense part it was really intense to me so I wouldn't do it again if it was my first time but because I have experience I don't feel I don't feel that way anymore but it was like a really intense trip for me but I was I don't know I feel I feel like I was able to take some some hints to a root of my problems but that's pretty much it and then I feel like these guys that I matched with he's my soulmate so it was like I really it was really good at first really then really intense and then really weird but I liked it and like I look forward to get high again doing doing the method that I did so I

Chronicles a recent psilocybin tea experience, detailing the visual effects, the subsequent shift into an intense psychological space while using a dating app, and the attempt to reconcile feelings of guilt and trauma. The user demonstrates self-awareness by recognizing how external stimuli like technology can alter the trajectory of a trip and utilizes their experience to navigate the intense moments.

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